Yesterday was the sixth anniversary of something in my life that I refer to as, "The Event." If you peruse my blog, you will see references to "The Event" and some back story about it. However, I am still unable to fully expound on full details.
Suffice to say that this event was significant and is still on my mind and in my heart. There are many people involved. Some of them are alive and some have long since passed on... all of whom I love and hold significant space in my life, from its very beginning.
I'm still working through some things about this event. There are people who are involved that don't know they are involved. There are people who do know that I would like to reconnect with. There are people who are due forgiveness and people due to apologize. Some of these people will never know on purpose. Some will never know because they passed on before even, I discovered this event. Some people who know about the event were very accepting. Others were not.
I'm not sure there has been a happening in my life that has affected me in so many different ways and elicited so many different emotions from me and others.
One day, I will be able to talk openly about this with all who are involved. Until then, I will continue to pray and reflect. I hope, when that time has passed, people will understand that this was utterly out of my control.